Hi Mum, Just to let you know I still love you with all my heart. The last few month have been the hardest chapter of my life. Your fabulous grandsons have given the strength to carry on. You have left such a massive gap. I never knew I had so many tears in me nor did I realise what such an important part of my life you were. I have loads of Echiums growing in my garden now, I bet has made you laugh. Andy and I are also adopting a Serbian Street dog, we are going to call her Jenny. She has had a really bad start to her life so I hope we can make a difference. Mum I just needed to tell you I love and miss you and would love to give you a hug. Love you mum Rachel xx